My father’s best friend who is younger than him around 10 years accidentally fell down and passed away. What a shock and sad news for my family especially my father. When my father with his friendship can’t say is very “lou you” but he is the only friend my father close to.

Even I few this I called him “uncle”, his death really make me very sad. I am start worried about his wife, his children who are still 5 years old and 1 years old plus. How are them going to live without the protection and the care from a father. He just resigned his work and thinking of go back to his hometown so that can always stay with his family but… All the thing, happen is fate, unpredictable.
To my father and mother, I will more care you all, I will more love you all, I want make sure you all will always stay with me. I will go home more frequently to accompany you all as you all wished.

Dad, you don’t always working. Must always rest enough, I already work, you can no need work every day and no need to go outstation. You know every time you want go outstation in the night, I really don’t want you go. You will tire and not good for your health and mum has to be alone.

Mum, I like to quarrel with you in a proper way. I like to make joke with you. I know dad always didn’t accompany you to watch movie (just sleep beside you in front of TV). You always cook whatever I want to eat until dad also jealous your unfair treatment. I know you very love me and care me, I really know. I felt very blissful under the love from you all.

My sister and my brother, if can back home frequently. Take care whenever you all in. Remember, we are a family, whatever happen (happy or sad), our heart is combined. We will always stay together.

To my lovely Lim Hwa, whatever I felt (happy or sad), I also want to let you know. I don’t want to wait and wait and lastly have no chance to tell you what I felt when I am with you. I felt very xing fu when beside you. I felt miss you when u not beside me. I believed what u promise to me. (so hope you will realize your promise)

To my beloved friend, (Sayhun, Vnn Sin, Ah hui, Chiu Yi, Jia mey, Hie Ling), the time with you all, for me is really meaningful. The time in U, luckily have you all to cherish my boring study life.

I know Ah hui is very hard to survive without me this “coward” girl. Sayhun, you are most important to me, even you look like aunty but you helped me and teach me a lot of thing. Vnn Sin, very hard to imagine u this “aunty” in the house but “leng lui” outside the house. Thanks for sharing the happiness and sadness with me this 3 years. Wu gui, you are the friend make me quite worry because will be easily bullied by others and always can’t make the decision (Something your this pattern make people very irritating, try to be better, you have the qualification) Mui mui, you are the one I know much (I think, because I know u like to talk your heart word to me). Don’t put your eyes so high, can find a life partner isn’t a easy matter, maybe your fate not yet come. Don’t be sad if other say you aunty because we are “aunty” group. Hie Ling, even can’t always with you after I moved out but our friendship won’t fade out. You have accompanied me when I broke up with my boyfriend. Thanks.

To be continued…